i havent been on tumblr in agessssssssssssssssss. Read through all my posts and am amazingly cringed, can tell i’m in such a better place now. I hesitate with the word happy but yeah, I guess I am.
ive had tonsilitus for 5 weeks. This is shit. Last night was the second worst night sleep i’v ever had in my life. I know i’m moaning but I actually am looking forward to tonight and tomorrow night. Sure i’ll be too intoxicated to care.
its so fucking long how perfect we are for each other but i know its just not the right time now. fuck my actual life how i feel right now, my complextion is grey. lifes fucked.





